The noise that frogs make when they are being defensive…
today there was a snowboard race at the resort i’m staying at and i’m a pretty decent snowboarder so i thought why not try right. so i wear all black just because it’s the only color i own and i ended up winning and when the announcer came over to me he said “dude! that was pretty awesome bro, what’s your name?” and i took my helmet off like in the movies and let my hair fall out and was like “caitlin” and everyone was liKE OOOOOOH
Indoctrination is really frustrating because we’re all indoctrinated in one form or another. There’s no such thing as “right” or “wrong”, just whichever type of cultural indoctrination gets to your mind first, and places a lid on top of your primal desires. And then we all look at other people with different types of indoctrination to us, and attack them like white blood cells when they sense foreign pathogens. But without any kind of indoctrination, we’d all still be fighting over scraps of meat, and killing each-other to get females. It really does fuck me in the head when I think about it. The morals of others that I call stupid are no more stupid than mine. Omfg.
I’m sick of school
I’m sick of the pressure
I’m sick of the isolation I always face.
I’m sick of feeling small and inadequate
I’m sick of being unable to amount to anything
I’m sick of how I speak
I’m sick of how I act
I’m sick of how I look
I’m sick of having no energy in my presence
I’m sick of being quiet and boring
I’m sick of my burned out, dead social life
I’m sick of not living my life.
I’m sick of feeling unloved
I’m sick of having no future ahead of me
I’m sick of the fact that the only things that make me happy ruin me.
I’m sick of being untalented
I’m sick of being so quiet and awkward
I’m sick of my autism
I hate myself. Everything about myself. I have no real friends, and no promising future.
I wish I could personify my problems into a skin-flesh-and-blood person, and beat the shit out of them for the pain they have caused me all throughout my life. I would beat them until they were bleeding and crying for me to show mercy. Then I would carry on. And piss on its corpse.
If I get bad GCSE grades I’m going to fucking run away or die, I swear.
I literally have to drink half a bottle of jack to have the social confidence of an NT.
A man has a gun,
He knows how to use it.
9 millimetre browning;
Lets see what it could do
He’ll point it at your mouth:
Says that He’ll blow your brains out.
Logic is wearing nothing or very little to bed and then complaining to yourself about being cold.